Alright, weighty title I know. But its necessary. The main focus of this post is going to be centered around how authoritarian control techniques are the basis for our definition and navigation of power, and are prevalent in nearly every community, social structure, and groups we have access to. Whether that be a friend group,…

And the day the love runs out, is the day I die. I’ve carved, and I’ve cut my chest with a knife I’ve bled, I’ve given it all my fight No-one can say I haven’t tried But if I can’t love… I don’t want to be alive. I can’t grow up, I can’t let go…

I will love you till I take my last breath. And then I will still love you, with whatever is left. I love you even though this new body of yours, I’ve never met. I love you with the might of an organ donor. Giving you everything, blood as honor. I love you, because it…

Though you cannot see me  I still dance  Though you cannot hear me  I still give you romance  Though you cannot feel me  I still am your friend  Though you cannot know me  I still understand  Though you cannot hold me  I still come again and again  Though you cannot comprehend  I still hold your…

I wonder if the visionaries who came before me, those that of there time and during there life, were mocked, belittled, condescended to, underestimated, called crazy, I wonder if they realized, that decades after they left this earth, humanity would wake up and see there brilliance. I wonder if they knew while they stood alone,…

I think so often we are obsessed with knowing. What is it? Is it this or that? Endless figuring. Maybe its all of it, taking turns that make absolutely no sense. Maybe it would feel so much better sometimes, to be carried. Maybe that’s what we long for It’s all of it Its black and…

I once loved a monster. He trimmed his teeth so I could not see but I always did I would pretend I saw nothing as he hid I wanted him to feel like he could relax dont ask me why I dont know that I saw something in him, I knew it was in me…

I’ve cried while writing poetry way more times then I’ve been to a festival  I’m the pornstar that’s delicate and discerning.  A paradox of a woman.  representative of the truth of life in its terrifying core.  “paradox”  thunderstorms bring me more comfort then any person or thing ever could. I’ve done mushrooms in intentional containers…

There are countless ways to make decisions, perceive things, etc. Much of the way you perceive things isn’t what you decided. But what you inherited. What you were programmed with. From your genetics, your culture, your environment, what information, stimuli, and imagery you have consumed in various ways. Consider I am given the choice between…

Am I shiny? Alluring? Do you imagine owning such brilliance? Attempting to represent yourself as me, in some way. Showing the world your value through me. Through my beauty. Popularity. Am I beautiful? Poetic? Do you see me kissing every wound you have? Loving you down to your core, as you know I can. Forgiving…

There is nothing you can do to escape the loss that fills life. You will love things, people, places, ideas, only to have them ripped from you, at some point. You will come crashing to your knees, in grief. You cannot escape the ruthless hands of life, but you can lean in to her all…

I love her. I love the hardest parts of her to love. I love her ruthless hands as they beat away my striving, and lying. I love her untameable senseless ways. I love her in her paradoxes, her madness I release when I never try to defeat Her I can love her here. I can…

every heartbreak, every betrayal  opens me wider  I’m a love titan  I can’t be broken  All I do is open  every contraction leads to expansion  tell me all hope is lost  I’ll become the sun  and ask if it’s hot  tell me you can’t see any light  I’ll open my mouth and breathe fire  tell…

I spill my heart out, and they drink it in. They just wanna win. Loves a game, to them. And I don’t wanna play. I know I could manipulate, I could hold back. But that’s the type of shit I hate. My ex fiance used to say “Your heart goes straight to your lips” Why…

I’m not the place you can go to run away from all your accountability, I’m not the one who will drown out your self hatred with my adoration. I won’t fix you, and I will get mad when you exchange your integrity for soulless gain. I am more then this absolutely stunningly beautiful physical body…