I just want flowers, I just want a tender hand that understands. a little old fashioned heart on your sleeve romance. I want a bouquet of symbolic love. I don’t want you to be unsure of me. I want you to tell me I may be too much but for you its just enough. that…

I’ve been a model, been an actress, been a performer. I realized its a competition of how much pain can you take? How much can you push yourself for the arts sake? But writing…. The thing I have done every day. it requires nothing of you but your truth and the ability to speak it….

most people fear the unknown, the empty blackness, the never-ending fall but Its where I feel the most home most people stay a safe distance from the fire I wear my charred flesh like a badge I have a soul that runs on 4 paws, I only follow the ancient laws.

What Are The Sidhe? I recently added to my instagram profile, “Voice of the Sidhe” and I wanted to talk about what they are. Siddhi in Hindu is a supernatural or paranormal power or ability. Sidhe is the word I use due to my bloodline being irish. In Irish folklore, the Sidhe (pronounced “shee”) refers…

I don’t want romance, don’t want to turn you on I want to be your favorite song. I want to be the breeze that drifts into your body when you think of me. I just want to be your friend. what is the sensation of love without carrying sex in its teeth? does it speak?…

I’m the kind of love that even while you misconstrue everything I do, I don’t try to convince you, I just remain steady in who I really am. I’m the kind of love that is almost invisible to the eye, I am everything we have forgotten how to see. I am love so immense I…

recently, certain connections have come into my life, that have forever changed me. I feel the act of slowly being molded. I feel able to see myself more clearly, for better and worse. It’s a little hard, seeing myself and the pain I am in, hurting people with it along the way. Realizing that’s what…

something shifted in me forever, the fire bathed me now I can see. now i’m ruthless, I didn’t wanna be right, I wanted to be crazy I wanted to be blind turns out… I can sense all lies. I wanted to be fixable, turns out i’m just not manipulatable.

a little messy, a little wild, a bit crazy, makes me feel like a child my path crooked, with turns and meadows, chaos thats always somehow gentle my path love beaming from the sky, bare feet touching dirt my path misunderstanding bystanders, while I keep loving regardless my path echoed screams of everyone who’s ever…

I live where words fail to bring understanding where language is an accessory not a necessity I reside in a hut, washed up on the shores of time sitting there, on the edge home made of bones. I put my feet up on stools made of the fears that haunt you I make my bed…

Give me everything a woman is when she doesn’t try  When she doesn’t make her gross and natural parts die  That’s what i like  I love when they don’t care  I love when they have messy hair  I love when they let them stare  That cellulite, those wrinkles, that fat  God please give me ALL…

Letters To The Patriarchy   You told falsities for so long  You started to believe them too  You forgot any of it was wrong  Took our traditions, our land, our hearts, our minds  And you have the audacity for anger when I reclaim what’s mine?  I will open the gates of hell  And let out…

does the shameless expression of my sensual, wild, naked, nature scare you? do you think you need to save me? are you convinced you know what is best for me? do my bubbling uncontrollable emotions bring you to heights of fear? desperate to make sense of me? would you rather put me somewhere I can…

swaddled in the arms of her, forced into the arms of the truth. chaos, and abuse, destroyed my roots. and I sought it out, I needed to be knocked down. underneath it all I knew. I went to the chaos to be remade. bathed in the flames. and now, like a babe of the abyss,…

when you are pulled to me, find patience with yourself. I will be learning from you, while you are me. I do not permit pedestaling, or hierarchy here. Nor should you take anything I say or do literally. There will be an air of “it is and it isn’t” and “everything and nothing all at…