I Love Her

I love her. I love the hardest parts of her to love.

I love her ruthless hands as they beat away my striving, and lying.

I love her untameable senseless ways.

I love her in her paradoxes, her madness

I release when I never try to defeat

Her

I can love her here.

I can surrender every bit of fear

Devouring my own tears

Delightful, I love her here.

I love her in every place they struggle to

Jumping out of the plane, whatever she puts me through

I love her

I love her as she breaks me open, I love her as she bleeds

I love her in each and every crazy aching need

I love her with devotion in complete celebration

I love her.

It is in her I feel the truth of invincibility.

Climbing the mountain just to throw myself off

Every limiting and laughable thought

I love her where she lives, beyond words

I don’t make her come to me and visit 

I love her

With a kiss

Paradoxes

Madness

You call it

I laugh

She is perfect

I love her

You will never convince me anything is lost

In her I understand the inescapable cost

In her strength fills my thoughts

I love her, everywhere you cannot love her I will

This is what it means to feel

Inanna. Momma.

Me.

I love her, dont you see?