{"id":1246,"date":"2024-12-03T02:47:55","date_gmt":"2024-12-03T02:47:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/?p=1246"},"modified":"2024-12-03T03:19:15","modified_gmt":"2024-12-03T03:19:15","slug":"but-i-dont-want-to-make-sense","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/?p=1246","title":{"rendered":"but I don’t want to make sense"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

but I don\u2019t want to make sense! <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to curate components of me <\/p>\n\n\n\n

forcibly making a symphony <\/p>\n\n\n\n

so I don\u2019t look crazy <\/p>\n\n\n\n

is that what they call branding? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s SUFFOCATING <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the woman people wonder about <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Whom is far too much <\/p>\n\n\n\n

for anyone to even comprehend <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the woman with a breeze on her pussy <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Because she refuses to wear panties <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the girl who shamelessly admits she loves attention <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Instead of acting porous and reverent <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the lightening in a bottle <\/p>\n\n\n\n

reminding you everything is sacred <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to follow logic, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

staying close behind it <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to tap logic on the shoulder <\/p>\n\n\n\n

And run and hide under cover <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Giggling while we play <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eventually we become lovers <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to make sense! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want sense to make me<\/p>\n\n\n\n

chase me, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

and yearn to comprehend me\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And leisure in the knowing it never can <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to make sense <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to make statements<\/em>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to make rent <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want fucking experience<\/em>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don\u2019t want to put on a show <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to feel it, with absolutely no goal <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to look crazy, insane, hysterical <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the one who doesn’t let that stop her <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I Don’t Want To Make Sense <\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

thats not what I was meant for<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be bloody, dirty, paradoxical, maniacal laughter <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the girl people say “for a short while, I had her” <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to live where your shame does <\/p>\n\n\n\n

As I take its hands, and build it a fire <\/p>\n\n\n\n

In Its Darkest Hour <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be rough, and fortressed <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to make an absolute mess <\/p>\n\n\n\n

And I also want cleanliness…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to contradict! <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to say things, only when I mean it <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to understand “it is and it isn’t” <\/p>\n\n\n\n

like an ancient text <\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I think, deep down, humanity is just a colorful painting. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Some of the colors feel better to look at depending on where you are at in your journey. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

But there isn’t anything here, that shouldn’t be. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

There is pain and there is beauty <\/p>\n\n\n\n

maybe <\/p>\n\n\n\n

there both necessary <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I want to be the woman who says scary things <\/p>\n\n\n\n

and doesn’t go back later to delete <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t want to make sense<\/p>\n\n\n\n

slice off my intelligence <\/p>\n\n\n\n

in a slow death <\/p>\n\n\n\n

in a journey towards acceptance. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t want to make sense. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m exhausted. I’m weary. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Of trying to fit in. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

It was never my thing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-The Girl Was Never Crazy <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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but I don\u2019t want to make sense!  I don\u2019t want to curate components of me  forcibly making a symphony  so I don\u2019t look crazy  is that what they call branding?  It\u2019s SUFFOCATING  I want to be the woman people wonder about  Whom is far too much  for anyone to even comprehend  I want to be…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":957,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/IMG_0267-1-600x400.jpg","featured_image_src_square":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/IMG_0267-1-600x600.jpg","author_info":{"display_name":"ivywolfesworld","author_link":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/?author=1"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1246"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1246\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/957"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ivywolfesworld.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}